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The Story Of My Life

by Smisch

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The Story Of My Life In a room enchanted by the music My thoughts are so straight Built with a beautiful acoustic Making the vocals sound so great Here I write the poem about my life And then put lovely tones to it Here I can fight my inner strife That never wants to quit But far from the suns rays Nothing is complete Here pours tears down always Like a waterfall Anybody can see The story of my life is not so pretty but quite nice Of all the things I’ve done there’s nothing I regret Because of it I am the one I am today And nothing else can change that anyway It’s the story of my life Through the crisis I’ve lived to see The music keeps me standing strong and when I try ways to set me free That in the end proves to be wrong I’m shielded by my own creations My guitar becomes my sword And music’s wonderful sensations Saves me with its chords But other and sweet things like All love that’s in my life I don’t want to forsake so I turn around and everybody can see The story of my life is not so pretty but quite nice Of all the things I’ve done there’s nothing I regret Because of it I am the one I am today And nothing else can change that anyway It’s the story of my life When my body fills up with a longing away to a world without demands I look back at all the photos from my life and understand I have friends around, get all the love I can I seem to have it fine where I am The story of my life is not so pretty but quite nice Of all the things I’ve done there’s nothing I regret Because of it I am the one I am today And nothing else can change that anyway It’s the story of my life
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I Will Never 03:24
I Will Never How my legs begin to fold When my thoughts wander to you All the words crowds in my mouth When I try to talk to you Your eyes are just like wild fires etching the image of you in my soul painfully wonderful as you glance around the room when our eyes meets in a while shows that you are still afraid that you’re still too weak to fly I just want my arms around you to feel desire once again blow me, to life I will never quench all your love’s thirst Setting my soul on fire Never be the one that first gets your tears running down and Never will I betray your heart and the faith Making your love start to live again when you turned away your face And denied me for a kiss It ached so deep in my heart All emotions filled with bliss That warmed beautifully went away down the bottom of the abyss I’ve dug For the sorrow of my heart How can I explain to you I’m always ready to make Room for you inside my heart When you’re not ready to take The step beyond the true border Where love is powerful and so, divine I will never quench all your love’s thirst Setting my soul on fire Never be the one that first gets your tears running down and Never will I betray your heart and the faith Making your love start to live again
3.
A Too Vivid Dream The scent of your hair in every wind it makes me miss how it used to tickle on my cheek when we hugged and kissed I can still feel heat from when you lie tight close to me The life we two had together is my sweetest memory You were my life, oh, you were so full of grace In my heart you’ll always have a place You and me We were so close together Without a doubt we were Meant to be No one could break through our wall Of love until forever Endlessly I wonder if it all was just a vivid dream A too vivid dream Sometimes I hear your featherlight steps passing by sometimes we talk when I’m alone, though it makes me cry Oh I miss your laughter, the sound of it, can’t help but smile none of the things we’ve seen together is never again worthwhile You were my life, oh, you were so full of grace In my heart you’ll always have a place You and me We were so close together Without a doubt we were Meant to be No one could break through our wall Of love until forever Endlessly I wonder if it all was just a vivid dream A too vivid dream But still I have so many lovely memories of your face And my heart, will forever beat a second time, when I think about the place Where we met and were ready to give up everything In the land of love, we were queen and king You and me We were so close together Without a doubt we were Meant to be No one could break through our wall Of love until forever Endlessly I wonder if it all was just a vivid dream A too vivid dream
4.
The World Is Waiting The world is waiting for an answer from me To explain why I’m on this earth well, maybe I’m the only one who thinks that way It feels like my life has no worth, Has no worth Maybe I need to take one step back and Think about where I want to, for sometimes Panic rises like a hurricane together With thoughts about what I must through Future’s standing at my door But I’m holding back Fear for getting somewhere bad Is everything I have To fight my inner foolhardness All my dreams are made up by a child that all too Long have believed in fantasies Maybe I need to let go now of all of those Dreams for children to dream in To dream in, To dream in To me the world seem just too big to make Even the least impression on But in the end that’s the only thing I want to accomplish here before I’m gone Future’s standing at my door But I’m holding back Fear for getting somewhere bad Is everything I have To fight my inner foolhardness
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Together 02:31
Together The last time your eyes caught mine was a dark december day you held a knife in your hand and you said ”I can’t live with all this pain hidden behind” And you asked once again, for just one more chance and then You said I will never let you go All the good times we’ve had And all the moments when we cried together I admit that I hold on to things so In the way for our love But if I can’t feel you forever I’m lost I tried to explain my life is too complicated and now it’s too hard to be two but I swear that if I can find a way to fight my fears Then I promise that I am prepared to give our love one more try because I can never let you go All the good times we’ve had and all the moments when we cried together I admit I too have shadows just so in the way for our love But if I can’t feel you forever I’m lost
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Stuck 03:27
Stuck One old scarred soul Wears on a city park-bench With the bottle he needs to survive Has never before And probably will never ever Lose his faith in the ties weaving the dream together, plays it once more Again and again and again Reminding him of the long lost times from before And every long lost friend Cannot find reason enough to live And without breaking a single tear He begs his daughter to forgive him Every day every year I should have been there I should have stood there by your side But I got lost somewhere Between the darkness and shadows behind Like every night Anxiety colors his sleep and Freedom is lost in sin And every night He tries to fight it but loses His will is too weak to win Chains down his mind in shackles In body so frail With thirst that won’t disappear He trembles around in the darkness and cannot see The bright way to get out of there Cannot find reason enough to live And without breaking a single tear He begs his daughter to forgive him Every day every year I should have been there I should have stood there by your side But I got lost somewhere Between the darkness and shadows behind
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Easier Before In a heartbeat it is gone life has taken what is hers and I suddenly think about the time that passed by while I dreamt Like when I was a child and went around and sold papers down to the harbor and then outside of town While the wind and cold hurt my face all I could think of was what I saved to All was easier before In a heartbeat it is lost All the passes that never found their way On the field where I have worn At least a dozen shoes or more It won’t be like before when I think about the first time my heart was torn into pieces I thought that life would end I was only eight and felt there was no chance I could ever love someone else like that It was so fragile before In a heartbeat it has turned The winds of life change, and find their way back to the east Like my childhoods winds were like By the beach where I grew up where I took my first own little swimming strokes that would take me to what I now become It’s so hard to imagine that all those things makes me to the one who I am today yeah it was easier before
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Summer Love 03:47
Summer Love When the last snow melts away there outside my door It gets hard to keep the joy within memories from before Of all the summers filled with swim and laughter and honey’s so sweet Washes over with nostalgia and salty taste from sea Days so warm and in open sea we swim And all those things that summer’s made up of it is made up of Free, I just feel so free When the wintertime is at ease I can’t hold back my laughter singing love songs until the nighttime darkens up again And a cold wind blows out the summer love just when it burns so strong and bright again When winter’s dark days has been pushed away by the sunlight And you put on your t-shirt and skirt making you shine bright Blows my mind away I get stuck on your golden thighs Your sweet lips quench all the thirst I have you make me summer high Hot and sweet days of crush from summer love And all those things that summer’s made up of It is made up of But then there are many days to come With hearts that beats so strong And the time that’s not yet gone We’ll try to make the most out the summer nights For them to ever shine so bright To save until the spring’s delight
9.
When You Smile I might not be the one who you dream dreams about and to you one day will declare your love but believe that I’ll try all that I can to become a better man But I don’t know if I can win your heart I am amazed Time apart always is too long just the presence of you makes me feel so strong When you smile at me Then my breathing gets so deep and when your tears are falling down feels like my heart will take a leap And when you’re kissing me It sends shivers down my spine I prey forever you’ll be mine Sometimes when you don’t see I watch you smile in secrecy When you walk around just doing things the way you do You’re beautifully unaware And in my fantasy we share The same feelings you love me like I love you Your sweet eyes I can sink into, I prey that I can wake to your lovely smile each day Cause when you smile at me Then my breathing gets so deep and when your tears are falling down feels like my heart will take a leap And when you’re kissing me It sends shivers down my spine I prey forever you I love forever you I hope forever you’ll be mine
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Break Yourself Free It is so beautiful tonight A night in June, the stars shine bright I wrap my coat around you Doesn’t this feel right and true But we need to pass and leave The one thing in our way Yes, you need to be so strong to Break yourself free, break yourself free It all feels so unreal, who knew That we two still need to be two That all our feelings have been banned oh please darling, take my hand For soon will slowly we Fly across the land and sea But it’s just in fantasy You are free, you are free You tell me that he frightens you With his way of acting, talking to you The times when you fight about Nothing at all, he screams and shout But it doesn’t touch the real problem that became we And there is just one solution Break yourself free, break yourself free I cannot participate In how he treats you, all the hate It must be time for us to make Something about it to not waste All the love that we’ve built up Out of the wreckage of yours Something warm and strong and tough Break yourself free, break yourself free
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Just Come Close I have always searched for relief believed that there is someone out there waiting for me Every time you slip out of my hands and I lose the ability to feel And all hope wipes out time when I should try to find someone else to share my heart with Want to forget all which is rough and cold but I only remember your hand to my cheek And even if you chose that you just want to come close It feels just like the time’s standing still when you leave To be able to be near is a feeling I fear And even if it’s deadly it gets my heart to beat But soon there is nothing left In my struggle with the goal to achieve Happiness I risk to lose myself and then Is it truly worth all this fear to get you in my arms, for us to be near This fight inside of me, it hurts so much so be honest and say if you want to get chance to stop life from ending now, The wind from blowing out the flame burning in my soul and keeps me alive And even if you chose that you just want to come close It feels just like the time’s standing still when you leave To be able to be near is a feeling I fear And even if it’s deadly it gets my heart to beat But soon there is nothing left left to stick the hope against you took all and went out the door And all the memories I had fenced Have broken free and slowly pours away to a pool of wasted life And even if you chose that you just want to come close It feels just like the time’s standing still when you leave To be able to be near is a feeling I fear And even if it’s deadly it gets my heart to beat But soon there is nothing left
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You Are My Life I carry a secret within It hurts just to think that you don’t know you’re in the story in my heart about my whole life where it is weaved into a melody You are all I think of getting my heart to sing tribute tones to love You are my passion my muse All the inspiration comes you You are my life You’re the air I breathe The one that I turn to When I’m alone and in need With you I want to spend the rest of my time With you I will share all I have You are my life I am so grateful for All day’s you give me and that you’ve opened the door bringing all the beautiful tones to me This is my tribute to you, your melody You are my life You’re the air I breathe The one that I turn to When I’m alone and in need With you I want to spend the rest of my time With you I will share all I have You are my life
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One Million Remains I have been here just staring at the watch for a while Seen my time passing me by Every minute and second as I do nothing to build up my life Time isn’t enough, sitting down is too tough Still I can’t help but feel like concrete My ambitions will take me to new places but I don’t know where I want to be I have walked thousand miles but one million remains To give me the things that I lack Neither storm nor the rain nor the hurricanes will turn me around to go back Everything I have memorized and have a goal to one time achieve grows in my mind as I understand the big ones takes time and belief I lie awaken and see pictures of how it feels When I realize dreams that I’ve dreamt But one thing that I know is I’m terrified of that my happiness has been condemned I have walked thousand miles but one million remains To give me the things that I lack Neither storm nor the rain nor the hurricanes will turn me around to go back
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She 02:37
She She came like a storm and lit up my life She came as a fierce and wild sea Her caresses gave me hope about a world Where every man can be free Her smile melted my hungry heart and her glow made my body full of delight it was impossible to say no I became so weak by her sight With her hair let out and the sun from behind She looked like an angel, so sweet She whispered so softly ”You are life to me” ”You’re the ship keeping me safe at sea the kisses were just like food for my heart They nourished all of my needs And thoughts about another life when apart Never had chance to break free
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Crossroad Of Love It is so hard to feel at ease But still so easy to get by Finding your way in the darkness Takes a little more than time To feel how hard your heart beats For each person every day How it blurs all your reasoning And keeps the sanity away Is she the one who’s here for me Or will she turn around and go Will she be holding my hand as I die Always the answer has been ”no” If I choose to live now Hand in hand by her side Will I be able to keep her satisfied And will I make her cry sometimes Will I dare to let love in again To once more feel safe and caressed by it’s hand yet there are still some things that stands in my way Will I ever succeed to get through Here I stand and must decide At a crossroad all alone The urge to gamble is not all too big But it’s all that I still own Thoughts are whirling in my head Afraid of the choice I have to make when you feel weakened in front of real love there’s no reason to feel ashamed when you feel weakened in front of real love there’s no reason to feel ashamed

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Singer/songwriter who is 34 years old and from Sweden.

He has been writing music since he was nine. Released his first album "The story of my life" 11th January 2017 which contains 15 personal and emotional pop songs with strong and clear melodies and storytelling lyrics

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released January 11, 2017

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Smisch Sweden

I'm a singer-songwriter from Sweden recording my own music

I love to write music!
When I was nine years old my mother taught me a few chords and how to play them. She told me she had written songs when she was young. That's when it started!

Since then I have written hundreds of songs. Some I have left behind, but most of them I still pick up the guitar and play sometimes.
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